Dear mike, am really angry at you, why, why did you leave us, your left a big void that no matter how we try to fill keeps on getting bigger, man we cannot even be at your funeral, cannot say goodbye, cannot comfort your family which are devastated hundreds of times more than us, i look at your pictures and it's like you are still here and it is really painful. hell i changed my office so i would stop seeing you sitting at the couch. i feel guilty, sad, depressed and logic is escaping me. i knew that someday we'd have to part ways, you were too full of life to stay too long in one place, but not like this. this is too early man, too sudden. am trying to fixate at the good things and blessings but today it seems impossible, what have you done to us. i really hope you find your peace. i really miss you bro.